summer into fall...

Life is busy, busy! We are in the midst of homeschooling-2nd, 1st and pre-K, finishing up on summer cleaning jobs, working at the YMCA 3 days a week, starting with Sunday school organizing, planning with our church's women's group, soccer, financial course (Financial Peace at church-yay!), our online Bible study (girls I'm so behind-sorry!) and somehow figuring out how to cook, clean and do laundry...and most importantly putting the Lord first. Through His grace, though my load has not lessened too much, my stress has greatly. However, He is letting me know that I am not putting Him first. Life is taking priority over the Giver of life. Should I continue on this path, no doubt it will all come crashing down, as I am weak...but He is strong.

So, a gentle reminder to give the Lord our all. Not last, 3rd or even 2nd place, but 1st. When He is in charge, when we seek the counsel of God to plan our day, to ask for His wisdom and discernment to make choices and plans that would glorify Him...our days are going to be fulfilling (no, I didn't say easy), having everything be done that needs to be. There is that happy balance of being structured, planned but open to the unexpected or spontaneous...a call or unexpected visit from or to someone...

Have a blessed week, praying for peace of mind, joyful hearts and an abundance of grace and mercy to ourselves and others... all from the Lord...and quiet moments with Him.

Read here for more thoughts from others- life, love, priorities...the Lord...

hugs,

1000 Gifts (21-30)

Happy Birthday my sweet six year old (yesterday). The Lord has placed a gift of compassion and joy in you that overflows my heart. Praying we will help guard and nurture these gifts from the Lord and that you would seek the Lord with all your heart, using these gifts He has placed in you for His glory. Praying for the Lord's protection and love over you always. We love you sweet boy! Thankful for you and your precious brothers and father:)

21. our women's breakfast
22. a tender prayer
23. a most precious hurting woman, feeling the Lord's tugging
24. the hope of her hearing, allowing, asking the Lord in...and what He'll pour out upon her
25. a new, brave face
26. the Lord's work and leading, His strength in my very apparent weakness, excitement of teaching His word...being refreshed by His grace
27. my little one's arm being okay (after jumping off a chair!)
28. a look of love and acceptance from an encouraging word (that encouraged me right back)
29. daddy's day better than he expected
30. a husband who loves the Lord and his family...

God bless you, praying you're seeing Him in the big and small things of everyday and situation.

Church moved by the Hand of God...

When God has a plan, nothing stands in His way...how awesome He is!

I read about this little church in Swan Quarter, NC in my daily devotional (The Word For You Today) this morning, I can only say how cool the Lord is:)

What a comfort to know that He is so much bigger than we can even imagine...stand firm on your faith in Him, He'll never let you down, remembering His ways are not our own and He works everything to His glory and our own good.

"For I am the Lord. I speak, and the word which I speak will come to pass."
-Ezekial 12:25 NKJV

Be encouraged...

"And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast."- 1 Peter 5:10

"Monet's painting [The Water Garden] has much to remind me about the water garden of my life, and of it's Artist. First, it encourages me that there is a purpose and design to my life, and that perhaps, at times, I focus too exclusively on the darker portions of my painting.

It also reminds me that my Lord, the Artist of my life, has intentionally allowed the blue, green and, yes, sometimes even the gray and black hues to be brushed on my canvas for a reason. God uses these shadows to make my life richer....The Artist uses a multitude of techniques in our lives to help us become the people he created us to be.

Finally, I am reminded that just like the water lilies in Monet's masterpiece, God keeps the leaves and petals afloat through the muck, wind and rain that are part of the storms of life."

-Beth Donigan Severson,
Women's Devotional Bible NIV, Thursday devotional, "Weathering the Showers"

Be encouraged sweet friends, for He is near and will strengthen you to accomplish His will. I've struggled greatly the past few weeks, carrying a load that has seemed much bigger than it is and each time I feel like I'm at my breaking point, He lifts me up (be it through His children or a prayer meeting...) and puts it all back in perspective.

"We'll get through this, it's just a season, but how are you going to handle this while going through it? Will you rest in me, bring your worries, fears, heavy burdens to me or will you hold on to it and lash out at everyone else? Will you try and carry it by yourself or let me help you? I am right here, my child, I am right here...may I help?"

--Oh yes Father, please help, I can't do it on my own, teach me, forgive me, strengthen me, bless you, I love you my dear Lord. Guard my ears, heart and mind from the lies of the enemy. Guard my family, my marriage, our home. Teach me your ways, Lord, that you may be glorified by this season and by my heart and actions to this time. You are my refuge, my rock and my strength, for in my weakness your mighty strength is glorified. It is not by my will or might, but only by Your Spirit, Father. Thank you Lord! Amen.

priorities...

Something to truly consider-read here-post from August 20, "Thorns"

God bless you!

Please Pray...

Please pray for this family and little girl...and thank the Lord for His mighty provisions, grace and the goodness we've taken for granted...

God bless you~

something to think about...

This week in our online Bible study we are reading the book of Micah. In my Women's Devotional Bible (NIV) while reading, I read the devotional they have in there for the day of Thursday, written by Diane Head. The title is called, "His Light" and refers to Micah 7:8

"Do not gloat over me, my enemy!

Though I have fallen, I will rise.

Though I sit in darkness,

The Lord will be my light."

The author starts off the devotional with,

"There are some days in a mother's life when the sun just doesn't seem to rise. We may have been disappointed by someone. Or maybe we're not feeling good about ourselves or about our relationships with others. Maybe we're just lonely. Whatever the reason, a cloud settles in..."

Huh? I've never had one day like that?! Ohhh...oops, I've had many...

And yes, my response, more times than I'd like to admit has been, "poor me, let me sit here in my gloom." Don't get me wrong, there is a difference between sadness and self-pity. I'm talking about the self-pity part, which the author refers too.

The author points out our own spiritual mood affects not only us, but also those around us. Hmm, that saying of, "if mama ain't happy, nobody's happy." I guess I've always thought about that saying in a selfish tone of, "if I'm not happy, no one should be happy" instead of, "if I choose not to be happy, everyone else is going to be miserable too."

We have to make choices. We have to listen really hard when the Holy Spirit is calling us, letting us know how we're going to feel better and then decide if we're going to do it (kicking and screaming), with a happy heart or not at all and sit in our own misery, allowing the enemy a foot hold.

Just today, after a truly lovely day that the Lord took hold of, my four year old decided to act like the four year old little boy he is (imagine that?!) I was praising the Lord during worship time and he (bless his heart) was ramming his head into my arm (you're laughing now right...me too:) ) Well, I can just say that after a few gentle, "please stop's" my lovely heart of praising became filled with not so lovely emotions and more of anger. And I became upset with my son for disrupting my praise time and the joy I was feeling. He did stop after a talking to, but I continued to hold onto that anger (even though it mellowed), even up until bedtime. I was ready to come sit down in front of the TV, because my sweet little boy had "given me such a hard time and I needed a break; I just want to veg." Well, praise the Lord. He gently tugged at my heart, "read my Word, bring it to me, I can help." So, I reluctantly, with some grumbling sat down, stopped from turning on the computer and turned the TV back off and opened my Bible. How His grace is sufficient. To read this devotional, to read His Word, to ask for forgiveness, to pray for my little ones. His gift of forgiveness, patience and peace...exactly what he knew I needed and I was blessed, simply by choosing to obey (even though I didn't even start with a happy, humble heart-another moment of repentance and His mercy.)

God is so amazing! Praise His name! Bring it to Him. Praise Him in the good and bad times, resting it at His feet, relying on His strength. Jesus will help us, even when our faith is little...trust and obey...

"But if you can do anything, take pity on us and help us."

"If you can?" said Jesus. "Everything is possible for him who believes."

Immediately the boy's father exclaimed, "I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!"

-Mark 9:23-24

something to think about...

God bless you~

Studying His Word...

Three friends and I have started studying the Bible together online (being that we are in
WA, CA, VA and ME-almost the 4 corners!)

We've started with the minor prophets, reading a book (or two) a week and then taking turns posting on the book and all of us commenting. Can I just say what a blessing it has been! We've turned it into a blog (thanks Terri!) and kept it private for now so we're able to post prayer requests.

My desire for this has been to read the Bible completely through and accountability. But oh how much more I've gotten out of it. Reading the different thoughts and opinions from my friends have been such a blessing. And to read these Old Testament books and be able to discuss them instead of just reading it to meet the "goal" of reading the Bible-how awesome the Lord is to allow the opportunity to study His word.

I so encourage everyone to do this, be it online, in your home, hey even by phone (unless your like me and can't talk for short periods of time--not a good idea with children! :) or being part of a small group or other Bible study.

Sharing in the Lord's word with others and having that accountability is truly an encouragement and I pray something that will bring you closer in your walk with the Lord and in the calling He has upon your life and your family. Our heavenly Father didn't intend for us to live our lives without accountability and fellowship. This is something I finally learned after believing for so long that I didn't "need" church because it was man made, oh the lies of the enemy! A solid church with sound biblical doctrine, is a place to be fed, to feed and grow in the body of Christ, glorifying the Lord. I can say how my "family" has grown by huge numbers because of the special friends we've made through our churches. We are currently in a church that is going through much change but the Lord is there working greatly in hearts---so we persevere for His glory, knowing He brought us here for a reason, not for our glory we must remember, but for HIS. I desire for us to be in His will, wherever that may be:)

Bless you!

school days are nearing...

So the time is coming...school.

Curriculum, lesson plans, schedules, co-ops...the list goes on...

Homeschooling days are upon us, time to take a deep breath...maybe a few...

Not by my power or might, Lord, but by Your Spirit...

1000 Gifts...

11. little arms that hug unconditionally
12. letters of forgiveness
13. a husband listening to the Holy Spirit, defending others
14. seasons of change
15. peace through sadness, with the hope of what the Lord has to come
16. cleaning in an hour
17. home
18. His Word
19. conviction of the Holy Spirit
20. gift of repentance, with true forgiveness from our Heavenly Father...

Thank you Lord, use me, forgive me, mold me, be with me~may your grace and mercy be abundant, glorifying your mighty Word and your steadfastness, your faithfulness. You are mighty!

Love your daughter,

Gifts from the Lord...

Children are a gift from the Lord.

Doing childcare and speaking to other moms has been such an amazing experience. Hearing their struggles and then seeing the children's behavior (with and without the parent around) is so very interesting. Personally, it has been a growing experience for me. I am seeing the fruit of discipline, and sadly the lack of. I am also seeing my own children through fresh eyes and where the Lord is leading me as a mother- my weaknesses and (by His grace only) strengths. I am learning to see these other children who are with me for not more than 2 hours through the Lord's eyes. Learning patience and encouraging words, learning how to redirect attentions, and bundles of energy :) It truly is a stretching time for me, as I am having to do more than "just enough" and also trying to figure out how to "correct" children that are not my own, with consistentcy and patience. However, the most important part of this job that the Lord has spoken to my heart, "Pray for My [the Lord's] children." I've prayed for sweet ones, by the prompting of the Holy Spirit, wondering why I'm praying so feverently and the Lord then shows me just a slight hint of His "why".

Those who come into our lives, for a lifetime, a season or just a moment need our prayers. We have the most precious gift of praying to our dear Heavenly Father on their behalf. I praise and thank the Lord for those who prayed on my behalf when I hadn't yet accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior. His grace and mercy was over me, even before I knew Him. I must consider this at all times, humbly knowing He is giving me the oportunity to the same for another, praying on their behalf...

Pray that you see the Lord in where you are at and that you are seeing situations through His eyes, it may give you an entire new perspective...and the peace that only He gives...

"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." 2 Corinthians 12:8

God bless you!